


everyone has been asking ,
" how's u and ur guy ? "
all i could answer was an honest answer ,
" getting worse day by day "
or answer 'fakely' to those that i dont want them to think negative of me.
i've been very very down and if u guys realised ,
almost all of my posts would be abt him.
i want him and i need him badly.
when will god answer my prayers ?
i can't hang on like this anymore.
he no longer sent me smses like " i miss u " or " i love u " randomly.
instead , i've been receiving smses or other guys telling me that they miss me.
sometimes i wonder ,
"why not him?"
i can never hold back my tears every night.
somehow , it'll just come rolling down and to make it worse ,
my eyebags are gettin bigger and darker day by day.
as u can see , those are the few pics taken during our wonderful times together.
i hope he'd open his eyes and realize what's he doing to me.
i love you aidil.
please dont leave me.
♥off words & hearts
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