The Pixie
Sherry. Almost perfect 18.
I'm all about class, dignity and elegance.
The people I♥
9.22.2008
what can i say ..
day by day it gets worse.
this was the conversation we had so faaar ...
me: darl , are u free on 24th oct? wna go out ?
him: why never tell earlier ?? i'm werking on dat day. 25th i not werking but im going out with the cartel people.
me: u told me to inform u one week earlier but this is like four weeks earlier. next time u wna go out u tell me instead.
him: dint i say till after rayerr? okay bye.
me: fine !
and there u have it.
the typical relationship of sherry and shrek.
(i think he's no longer peter pan.)
oh wait !
something happened at night again. i called him and this was the conversation..
me: hello. working uh ?
him: (w/o sayin HELLO or HEYY or HI) what u want?
me: jus wanted to talk but if u're busy it's okay..
him: (keeps talking to his friends)
me: hello ?
him: (irritated) what ??
me: u busy ar ? working is it ?
him: ya larrrr.
me: then it's okay .. bubbye
him: *puts down the phone
then he called like 10 minutes later..
him: (w/o saying hello AGAIN) eh u wna talk ar?
me: no larr .. jus wondered what u were doing so i decided to call
him: wna talk , talk arr .. no customers already.
me: (thinking wether he understood what i was tryna say) urghhh , okay.
him: (keeps talking and talking and talking to his friends)
me: (wanted to talk but was always interrupted by stoopid maniacs in the background) err... ehhh.. uhh..
him: eh talk ar .. say wna talk
me: (fcked up) ouh , ar .. what u doing?
him: nothing.
me: what time going home?
him: 1.
then silence surrounded for like 5 mins ?? i dunnoe.
me: eh u wna put anot ? if u busy it's okay u noe . i can always talk to u some other days ..
him: oh u wna sleep ar ? okay u go sleep okay.. bubbye. *puts the phone down
me: buhhh (didnt get the chance to say bye) :(
so that was it.
i felt down right neglected and useless.
cried and cried till i got sick and was damn pale in the morning.
however , thanks to the lively and precious people in school , i managed to feel quite okay.
i'm so lucky to have such good and nice friends.
love u guys. ;)
and to him ..
please , treat me like im urs and like how we used to be.
i hope god would hear my prayers and make him realise what he's doing.
missing him soooo badly.
day by day it gets worse.
this was the conversation we had so faaar ...
me: darl , are u free on 24th oct? wna go out ?
him: why never tell earlier ?? i'm werking on dat day. 25th i not werking but im going out with the cartel people.
me: u told me to inform u one week earlier but this is like four weeks earlier. next time u wna go out u tell me instead.
him: dint i say till after rayerr? okay bye.
me: fine !
and there u have it.
the typical relationship of sherry and shrek.
(i think he's no longer peter pan.)
oh wait !
something happened at night again. i called him and this was the conversation..
me: hello. working uh ?
him: (w/o sayin HELLO or HEYY or HI) what u want?
me: jus wanted to talk but if u're busy it's okay..
him: (keeps talking to his friends)
me: hello ?
him: (irritated) what ??
me: u busy ar ? working is it ?
him: ya larrrr.
me: then it's okay .. bubbye
him: *puts down the phone
then he called like 10 minutes later..
him: (w/o saying hello AGAIN) eh u wna talk ar?
me: no larr .. jus wondered what u were doing so i decided to call
him: wna talk , talk arr .. no customers already.
me: (thinking wether he understood what i was tryna say) urghhh , okay.
him: (keeps talking and talking and talking to his friends)
me: (wanted to talk but was always interrupted by stoopid maniacs in the background) err... ehhh.. uhh..
him: eh talk ar .. say wna talk
me: (fcked up) ouh , ar .. what u doing?
him: nothing.
me: what time going home?
him: 1.
then silence surrounded for like 5 mins ?? i dunnoe.
me: eh u wna put anot ? if u busy it's okay u noe . i can always talk to u some other days ..
him: oh u wna sleep ar ? okay u go sleep okay.. bubbye. *puts the phone down
me: buhhh (didnt get the chance to say bye) :(
so that was it.
i felt down right neglected and useless.
cried and cried till i got sick and was damn pale in the morning.
however , thanks to the lively and precious people in school , i managed to feel quite okay.
i'm so lucky to have such good and nice friends.
love u guys. ;)
and to him ..
please , treat me like im urs and like how we used to be.
i hope god would hear my prayers and make him realise what he's doing.
missing him soooo badly.
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