hello (=
okay i know , i know ..
yes , it's been eons since i've updated my blogg.
i guess ya'll know the reason. ;)
too caught up with studies right now and i have lesser quality time for myself.
this week hadn't been easy for me.
too much downs lately .. thursday was the worst day of my life .. ever.
even had the thought of giving up.
and i swear im not gna ace my eng again.
was tooooo nervous that i cant come up with a freaking story.
i think my story had no link with the title FORGIVENESS.
speaking of which , MYE has been tough and im not confident.
at all.
i see myself deteriorating sometimes. =((
sadness man.
im not sure wht im gna do now .. i never fail to feel like giving up.
problems after problems and they sure put a whole lot of weight on my freaking shoulders.
i may look as if im fine in sch when im actually not.
so to my wonderful friends: im sorry if i've been angry lately. im also sorry for not telling ya'll my problems and how im feeling. thanks for always making me laugh every single day just to keep me away from wht im facing.
and to you: thanks for being there for me. :)
on a lighter note , i had three full meals today.
thanks to my aunt's wedding. ;)
it sure made me fulllllll to the brim.
and i freaking love her deco ! it's purple and black. wooooooo
apart from that , she really looked beautiful. cant wait for my turn. hehhhhh. jk...
ohh , it made her mother cried.
i really felt my grandmother man.
so sad to see her own daughter getting married and not living under the same roof .. sadness.
wht more if tmr's mother's day ..
ANYways, congratulations Auntie Farah and Uncle Fadzli. =DD
really had a wonderful time just now with all the food. ;)
otherwise , HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED GRANDMAMA ESAH AND UNCLE SAB !!
*wassaaaaap* haha. okay bye.
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