there are times when i can't sleep at night ..
and at those times , i will think , why am i in this position where everyone is complaining to me all abt their problems ??
when i get home , all i wna do is rest and have a good time. just like we used to.
but all i get is the opposite.
the only thing i get from coming home is shoutings, yellings and wht have you.
who am i ?
really , who am i ??
why isnt anyone cooperating ????
yes to my friends , u can see that im always smiling in school.
its cause that's the only time i can be happy.
how i wish i could let out my feelings so that everything would be as per normal.
just like the old times ..
i think sometimes ppl dont realise that they're not the ones whose getting all the blames and troubles.
if u think back , im the one who answers , im the one whose questioned and im the one who has to face all these.
if people have hearts , they shld know wht im feeling.
i can't stand this anymore.
i shldn't be the one suffering and hearing one's sadness or problems.
if it's ur problem, then settle it urself.
sometimes, when this happens, i just dont feel like going home.
then ya'll will realise how painful it is to be me.
ps: sophie, this is not refferring to you okay babe ?? =)) i'll always be there for u no matter wht. these are just some of my feelings that i feel like i have to let it out.
♥off words & hearts
11:22 PM