
im facing the downs of life right now. not good =( sometimes i wonder why must i face this and that it's not fair. and im not patient. at all. some say patience is the key .. but wht if it gets out of hand? still stay patient?? i've learn to not be patient eversince the starting of this year cos some ppl changed me .. so it's not my fault u see. u GUYS pulled the trigger. i can tell that my x'mas wont be nice. no shopping , no thrills , no candy. so ima just stay home and watch x'mas movies .. maybe a dinner with mommy and sissy too. if u ask me how im feeling right now, i'd say i feel like a loserrr. big time, to the max- loserr. c'mon , make me the laughing stock. see, told u im really facing the downs of life. if u think this is some emo shit, it's not. fck, i dont even care if it's some emo shit. nothing can make me happy at this moment. not even food. i cant wait for 2010 to come and i can kiss 2009's ass goodbye. seriously, 2009 is not a good year for me. from the worst love life to hideously done o's. WHY OHH WHY MUST IT BE THIS WAYYYYYYY ..... i just hope this will end soon.
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