Currently listening to Laura Jansen's version of Use Somebody. Im loving it to the max. :D So im not heading anywhere today cos i just dont feel like it. Not having moolahs on me deprives me from going out. This sucks man. I have to wait till sunday. Gna ask mommy if i can at least withdraw a hundred to reward myself. Otherwise, she'd get me a bag and i'd withdraw 50 to get myself the Van's shoe i badly wanted the other time. I think it's about time i start wearing my shoes. Usually i wear each of them once. Im not a big fan of shoes actually cos i have a fetish for slippers ;) Moreover the Van's shoe is actually not a shoe .. They're pumps. Haha. But when u wear them, they feel as comfortable as shoes ! Wht more can u ask for when they're on sale. I want them. Badly.
Besides that, i have to keep up with my jogging !!! I've gained some pounds lately and im very depressed. Maybe depression leads to being thin? no? I can alr see my thighs and tummy bulging out. And wht scares me the most is that i cant fit into one of my jeans !!!! THIS SUCKS BIG TIME. So u see ppl, if u say im thin, u guys must be blind. Cos honestly, im not. I dont care if i sound like one of those girls who thinks they're fat when they're not cos im not one of them !!! Im seriously in a crisis. Im gaining weight =(((((((((((((((
This is a disaster.
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