Right now, I dont even know what to do. Im done with making my decision and I hope it's for the best. Even if it has to hurt, I might as well tell the truth. Like they say, truth hurts. But I can't keep and hold on it for too long. It's giving me a huge headache and my mind's practically like this, ?!*#$%. Ppl might hate me, but idc. Dont judge me even after hearing the story cos it has nothing to do with you guys. It's between two parties and that's that. Call me whatever you like cos in the end, you're still not in the picture. I hate myself for doing this but I just can't bare. I dont deserve anyone right now. And if I have to face the consequences, so be it. I got into a mess and I have to settle it once and for all. I have to live with this. It's my journey and this, this right here, is the downs in my life. (of 2010)
Thank you for the song but I dont think it's gna change anything. Im messed up and I messed it up. Bottom line, im f**ked.
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