You know there's this saying, "Life is never fair". Well a matter of fact is, it is true. Just when you're experiencing something exciting, there will definitely be something that'll bring you down. And you get so affected by it that even all the excitement around you no longer makes you happy. Instead, it'll make you even more depressed. Cos when you're facing the downs in life, you can never concentrate on being happy. No matter how much you try. Trust me, the feeling sucks. Then you'd be thinking of what you did to deserve this. Yeah some might say, karma bites. That is definitely a fact and you cant run away from it. But sometimes, it's not karma. It just so happens that you don't get the right treatment and you don't know why. You got embarrassed by a person and when you think back, you don't deserve this shit. All along you were fine and things just got out of hand. What's worse is that the person told you secrets that hurt you but still you kept it in and not say out your feelings and now, he/she just treats you like as if you don't own a heart. And for him/her to not even care, it just kills you. I guess it might have killed me.
So here's to you, I know what you have seen and I know what you're thinking or trying to do. I'm not dumb neither am I stupid. For you to treat me in such a way, it's not fair. All along I've tried to mend things with you but I guess you're looking for someone else. You've never told me anything to convince me and now you try ruining me? You, sir, have the least respect towards me after what you did. Don't try to tell me that you don't know what i'm talking about because I am sure as hell that you know. You're the same old you cos of what you did. Yes, i'm not even doubting to say that cos it shows. It really does. And i'm glad I didn't turn back.