i knew i wouldnt do well for my common test.
although i passed all , i still did fairly well cos of the fcking tests.
seriously , i just feel like .... like ... giving up ? yes i do.
especially my most fav subject which i thought i can ace it , EL.
sigh .. im just tired. tired from everything.
i know most of ya'll wld be saying , " c'mon larr sherry , it's just common test for god's sake. "
but it's just too disheartening to see myself doing fairly for all subjects.
wht more demoralised.
there would be some days when i just wna lock myself in my room and get away from everything that's causing me to feel bad of myself.
cos honestly , im always looking down on myself. and excuse u , im not trying to pull anyone in to feel the PRESSURE with me.
on the other hand , dance isnt getting any better.
the instructor didnt turned up and of course, ppl slacked. figures.
wht's worse is that we dont even know the song. cool aint it ?
so u can tell that im not having any good days this week.
but im so looking forward to having the outing with my classmates this sat.
hopefully i can make them happy and they can make me stress free. =) love ya'll for being able to make it.
note to self: TRUST AND BELIEVE IN MYSELF.
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