In an hours time, 2010 would be gone soon; exactly a day left. Loads happen during the year of 2010. Getting into a polytechnic was one of my greatest achievements for me cos I know it wasn't easy. Meeting new people and going into a new environment wasn't as easy either. But it was all worth it because I met great people. People who were there for me when I was facing the downs in life and also the ups; new classmates, schoolmates or just plain ordinary friends. Not forgetting, those who have been with me throughout the years that I've been living; my family, my girls, my old sec sch mates. <3 I wna thank all of you for playing a big part in my life and I would never wna lose any one of you. :)
As I grow up and turn 18, I began to realize a lot has changed and it's when I really have to venture out on my own as a young lady. I had to go through a lot of rough situations and it's in situations like this that you just feel like giving up or simply lose hope. Indeed, 2010 proved that I had to be independent and face how reality is like. I had to tell myself that I cannot be spoon fed anymore and honestly, it's difficult. But motivations and encouragements from loved ones certainly helped me a lot. :') Hence I hope 2011 would be smooth sailing and even if I have to face obstacles, I would be able to cope with it just like how I did in 2010.
However the most important thing that happened to me was that I found someone special. It might sound cliche but he really is special. I never thought I could bring myself to open my heart again. It was painful for me to be going through those tormenting days when I was left crying and hoping that things would take a turn for me. And it really did. I was glad God answered my prayers when I seeked for forgiveness and to be myself again. He sent me someone that changed my perception of everything that I thought it was. And I thank Him for that.
Right now, I know I wna be with this young man for as long as I live. His kindness is beyond words and everything about him is just so nice. See, even I can't find the right word. But its true, he changed me from being an emotional wreck to a girl who started believing in herself. I love his company for every single second i'm with him and I love him for who he is.
Baby if you're reading this, I wna let you know that whatever I have stated here is true and came from the bottom of my heart. <3 I never wna leave you neither do I want you to leave me. We'll be happy together and I just know it. :)
I hope 2011 would be nice to me and to all of you readers, Happy New Year <3 =)
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